So I was told yesterday that the Lord wants me to be a prayer cha at the next VN weekend. I thought that this was pretty funny. Of all the places I would feel less comfortable with, it would definitely be the prayer cha. You see, I'm not so great at praying. Oh, I do it often, but I'm very casual with the Lord (it says in the Bible that he despises deeply religious-showing prayers but delights in genuine ones). And for the most part, I don't feel like I ever get a response back, especially on the times I try to listen. I know it's just a convo to God--just another good chat with a bestie (who happens to control everything lol [I definitely have friends in high places haha])--but I still am not very good at praying, especially for a long time. Sure, prayer requesting is a time filler, but I just have this feeling that this cha position is not a lets-do-prayer-request (this was a sardonic statement--I KNOW prayer chas do more than just prayer request).
So I'm guessing God wants to teach me a huge lesson in praying. And I don't mind. I love learning from God; it means I'm making progress with Him somewhere.
So maybe in February, my beloved readers will see a post about something I learned about being prayerful or something.
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